[music: Kitto Daijoubu- Arashi]
hah! hah! hah! I've been praying for this day to come. o_O (the hell, weird, I know :P) hey, I got to take a break, don't I? oh. sorry, I haven't updates since, well, forever. (
I need help, I guess? not prolly because I've been lurking in the shadows for a while, but I'm in a mental distress. How hard can it be to frogive somebody? Isn't it that when you forgive somebody... you just have to let it go? I mean, it can't be that bad. well, at least not for me x.x
So, back to topic, if you have forgive a person, do you really have to say to a other people that that person is a hypocrite? Sure I'm still a bit mad at her, then there again she goes to accusing me of something I have forgetten, better yet, something I have never done.
I don't exactly know how to feel towards her. Hate her, pity her, fight her back, badmouth her again, or maybe just simply forgive her again. Should I ignore her? I know she's currently some dumb *toot* who needs attention. Forgive and forget, what do you think?
Honestly, I don't see why I'm posting it, maybe because I just wanted someone to confide this to. She said the letter (where she accused me and everything) was written a year ago. But since it was written "Dear 2-6", we can't believe. if it's a year ago, it should have been "Dear 1-6". *sigh*
So anyway, she told us "Sorry." and some of my friends, classmates we're all like. "Bahala na siya." or like.."Sorry sorry sa dyan, tapos nyang gawin yon." everything just makes me laugh. Maybe they just wanted to protect me or make feel better. But I feel there's more than that.
Biruin mong siraan ka sa harap ng mga taong kilala ka at ayaw sa kanya
I just can't help but feel irritated. I feel okay anyway. and the letter commotion has gone down. =]
Other people might ask why I'm only posting it now, I jsut wanted to cool off to myself before posting something like this. hah.
Perodicals next week. crap.
Btw, anyone uplaod YUI's My Generation, please?
I can't decided what to do three weeks from now, or wait, two weeks? prolly a dinner or merienda nlng... I don't want another lunch. if you know what I'm talking about anyway. *wink* (:
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