9.18.2007
6:27 PM

screw it.


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[music: my sniffing... :(]
[mood: not good.]



*sniff sniff*

not good.



really.


note: taglish post

I've been sick since the weekend, it's better today though, sinat na lang siya. bakit naman kaya ang sama parin ng pakiramdam ko.


no, it's not that...

it's just that... I feel different these days, like my life isn't supposed to belong here, like everybody's moving on, changing, and I'm stuck in the same state. I want to change, yet I dunno how, I know I could change, I could do things, I prolly just don't know where to start.


can somebody please help me?


nahihirapan ako mag express ng feelings ko...pero natatakot ako sa mga conequences na baka mangyari... kung di ko naman iexpress ung nararamdaman ko.... nawawala temper ko = nagagalit ako. At kung magalit man ako, un ung di magandang klase ng galit. Minsan, gusto ko na lang magpakaawa sa harap niya na tigilan na niya. Di ko alam kung naiinsecure lng ako o nagiging makasarili lang... if you could read between the lines, I pretty much think you have a better idea of what's going on. and to be gonest, I don't know why I am sitting around here writing all this stuff. I just feel like I'm going to explode.



I just don't know what to do.




you think you could help me?



i'm willing to provide further information privately...

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Nica. also known as Yashee or Ayashi. a Christian. Born on 08/26/93. Currently taking HS sophomore at GCHS. Lives in Asia-- preferably the country with Filipino as its National language. :P Has two sisters who never stops fighting and a goody-goody 'lil brother. x.x

Attitude Feeling okay and okay. Uh yeah, a lil bit stumped at the start of school year. Well, ordinarily, I'm a typical quiet type of student who sits at the far end of the class. But testimonies has said I'm the most surprising person to change. (Well, not exagerating. xD I tend to be shy at first thought. LOL) A less sensitive gal right now (yay me!) but can get a lil bit numb (ohhh >.>") I'm afraid to admit I'm a fustrated artist, an aspiring musician, and an inspired dancer 8D oh yeah. have I told you I'm friendly? lol. :P

Likes. I'm an otaku, so I like anime and jpop nad such. But technically, I'm a musically-inclined person. and I lvoe YUI. enough said. xD I enjoy reading mangas and watching dvds all night. I love my PC and I'm fond of making graphics and sites. like this. :P I love my life and that's that. I gotta love it, don't I? x.x DisLikes. honestly, I'm too lazy to type it. but I don't like any typical person wouldn't like. gah. anyway. >.>''



Ver*12. featuring YUI

Now here it is. the YUI layout I have hoped on doing since summer. hah! I only started coding right after school started. I'm such a lazy bum. I know. XP so here.. maybe noithing so special since the coding's similar to Yuuko's layout. but yeah, experimentation with color curved and levels bought me this. and a couple of brushes from Celestial-Star.Net and a few from DeviantART.com. Fonts? fonts... hum... the only site I get from fonts from, DaFont.com. and yes, hosted by the ever so good Blogger.com tee hee ;D



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Mi Other Apples :D

[Aencille] ¤ [Annah]¤ [Anne]¤ [Aubrery]¤ [Aya]¤ [Ayumi] ¤ [Berii] ¤
[Celstine] ¤ [Cherz] ¤ [Chiqui] ¤
[Franz] ¤ [Grysh]¤ [Hanmae] ¤
[Herbert]¤ [Hiyono] ¤ [Jellie] ¤
[Kiara] ¤ [Kukote] ¤ [Kumiko] ¤
[Lara]¤ [Maki]¤ [Mint] ¤ [Nina] ¤
[Patricia] ¤ [Pao] ¤ [Paula] ¤
[Ryua] ¤ [Sae]¤ [Sarah] ¤ [Shizuko] ¤
[Val] ¤ [Westgale] ¤ [Xian
[YamYam] ¤ [Zephy]





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Fan since then...

Long time since I ever jonied fanlistings. posting for the sake of them *sigh*
don't you just love 

that pairing? (shunxruriko OMG! THE BEST 

CHARATCER OF ALL ANIME!XD SAIYUKI 

MuSIX roXurrss!! astig c Homura 

eh! MY ONLY FAVORITE 

PAIRING! XD Kyu-A HYPER 

ONE! those musix 

rxxx! TGQ 

fanlisting Avril 

Lavigne Tamaki 

Nami Alicia 

Keys Amy Lee Makubex Volts Fan Koushiro Izumi Goddess of 

mercy Nataku Mimiru VanxHitomi Van Robin AhiruxFakir-Friendly lang a! Hayami 

Kishimoto Anime 

fan



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